The crow when in hopeful departure from the mango tree
did not find the bread crumbs on the corridor wall
still flew in at the sound of iron gate opening.
When I bring water to the parapet wall
in white plastic dish of Bengali
fast foods,
I am surprised by how sure the crow
is
of the bowl holding water only.
And I do not even try to test,
or trick,
or check,
for anything that could
tell me otherwise.
“The parapet prevents roof edge
from blowing off
by diverting air flow up, over
and away.”
The Extraordinary thing I do not think
I am,
my boundaries are.
my boundaries are.
In the days of September
mother once said, “Our ancestors
might come as crows --
might come as crows --
That this one right there,
quietly stalking the edge of left-over piece of roti -
quietly stalking the edge of left-over piece of roti -
is one we are seeing our people
in”.
The crow dips its beak in water,
leaves bread crumbs to float,
shoots to branch with jaws full;
I want to be this hopeful
about something that comes
about something that comes
only in good times!
The thing about parapets, corridors, verandas, terraces
is that they keep making way for possibilities.
I did not know until now
I wanted to become a place,
inhabiting so much unpredictability
that the Universe does not rest until it meets
My boundary.
When the Universe spills its
rotis here,
my crows eat it without thinking
about
the Universe coming over here again.
The crows come nonetheless.